Wanted

Where do I stand
Nothing to man
I look in the mirror
not knowing who's there
Just a flicker of a scarlet burn
Fear that I may never learn
All the smiles just to hide
How empty I am inside
Knowing secrets things I wish away
There all the same never can stay
Now in a race of who dies first
It will be me my veins will burst
As the blood starts to recede
no longer I can mislead
Write another heart that has no meaning
no one cares for out wordless screaming
as the life now slips from my eyes
once so vibrant now with terror dies
Not strong enough to walk away
But believe in me when I say
I wanted to be ok