The End

staring up at the stars in the blackness
feeling nothing but the pain I can no longer handle
throbbing through my chest
taking over everything that once was me
closing my eyes, drifting into space
where the darkness consumes me
pleading again to be numb
as my body turns to dust
my cheeks feeling wet
as tears now fall from my eyes
having no control
no hope to end this
wanting nothing more but a way out
to end this ever lasting nightmare
my tears of red now soaking into the earth
as my being starts slipping away
my breath is shallow
weakness controls me
and forever I am alone

Another poem I did in my sleep.

a heart of ice what is now
hurting everyone around
the way your eyes showed me there pain
cause I could not say the same
they say i don't even try
and to myself i do lie
you fight and burn for my love
soaring towards the like a dove
but all i do is stop the wind
and kill the life that is with in
lost my love long ago
and you all tell me time to grow
I can not fight now so cold
emptiness is what I hold
Why do you say you’ll fight for love
like it’s a gift from above.
my soul is numb and heart cold
nothing left for you to hold.