Never to be

It finds me
when I can’t see
a fight inside
hurting me by
your fading bind
Trying to find
whats left alone
you still own
wish you could stand
and hold my hand
you just walked away
When I needed you to stay
I will do this on my own
every night I am alone
But you no longer care
your place was never there
your love was just a lie
and left my heart to die
you killed a life
uncovered eyes
walls that once was tall
somehow you tore them all
now I cry
from inside
nothing you hear
leave me in my fear
for how can I end
what never began
for what were we
never to be
so how am I not free