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Second Chance
by Lilmomma Susanne on Sunday, February 12, 2012 at 2:33pm ·

From within the circle, we talk about the past, I hear cries, screams of hopelessness, friendships of those I thought would last, aching for the arms of a loved tho time too short, questions left more piercing than a knife. Oh, the questions come hauntingly, pressing in my mind and my story becoming nothing but a circle of pain, struggle of names, and no more future and what I thought it would be, regrets, just regrets of was the key, heart of anger labeled a senseless death, for freedom was as I wait was last breath. Stillness came, as fear subsided, all went dark peace as I sigh, I lay there still, tears now stopped, close my eyes feeling dropped......... In this darkness there was not any need, no more calling, no more screams, no more having to figure out how, heart did not feel, soul as peace, just rest, no longer had to be me.......

I woke up?

So what does this mean?

fear of consequence I now must pay

But there is a son today, still me......