Alone

I just don't understand
How can you walk away
leaving everything
everything you wanted
worked for
created
how can you
first the pain was more
more then I could take
wanted to end it all
needed peace
to become numb
everything around
here alone
hurting
how could you do this
wiping the tears off there cheeks
holding them
hurting with them
as we just watch you walk away
and I know
I have failed
I hurt you
I love you
but now I am just here
numb
floating
my heart is gone
sole crushed
nothing left
but a shell
how could I let you go
now I much
keep us ok
my babies cry
I hold them
tell them
alone is ok