Never have

Sweet little secret together we share
Where we slip away
Precarious but can't help myself
wanting you to stay
Moment for us in perilous love
Such a helter-skelter love affair
Tonight I give you all of me
unguarded how do i dare
So beautiful you make me feel
as I am so free
Your lips kiss me ever so soft
and close your holding me
But your not mine and soon will leave
as the sun brings a new day
Why do I do this to myself
your so close but far away
Can't stop these tears that fall tonight
consumed by all you are
and sorrow fills my broken heart
as I must love from afar
Maybe someday for me you would be
now lust soon turns so sad
Why did I do this to myself
wanting something I can never have