Maybe this won't hurt so bad, if I could just let go
My heart could just stop beating, and no one ever know
Running in a circle and, always pushed aside
So many nights of endless tears, no one there beside
Came to you with hurt, leaving me with blame
Stuck inside these childish fears, for this is your game
Feel cold as I run from my self, wish you understood
Needing to feel numb again, praying that I could
Tear now I pull away, the ones you want to see
Never first but always second is all I'll ever be.
