Jaded

No more tears run down my face
no longer will I let them
All they show is fear of something I can never hold
I locked away this desolation
that no one will see
Nights of enervate feelings, so many times I'm told
I lost myself so far away
and desire shattered through
And no one even has a clue with this mask I escape
But you see through the mask of lies
fill my soul with beauty
Bring me back to my feet to face the man of rape
Trying to be strong again
fighting for a breath
my heart of love still broken down, jaded till then
I dance to your song to me
in the pouring rain
and maybe in another life, I'll find you again

Run

run baby run
she says inside
maybe because this
is how she'll survive
Away from what is safe
into darkness of unknown
trying to keep a pace
from herself she must go
leaving pictures behind
but faces in time
burnt in her thoughts
even tho she has tried
wanting to forget
scars from what she lost
not wanting to believe
in what is the cost
trying to leave
but still coming around
love of passion
crashing to the ground
hold me now
and tell me please
cause so heave tonight,
you'll neve give up on me

Remember

Your still here, so far away
yet you can't see my tears,
for love so audacious
taken over by these fears,
never free bound by sin
controlling words n song
left here open on the floor
my heart forever gone
paths that life leading to
now so far away
dreams that will never let go
of hope from yesterday