Jaded

No more tears run down my face
no longer will I let them
All they show is fear of something I can never hold
I locked away this desolation
that no one will see
Nights of enervate feelings, so many times I'm told
I lost myself so far away
and desire shattered through
And no one even has a clue with this mask I escape
But you see through the mask of lies
fill my soul with beauty
Bring me back to my feet to face the man of rape
Trying to be strong again
fighting for a breath
my heart of love still broken down, jaded till then
I dance to your song to me
in the pouring rain
and maybe in another life, I'll find you again